Thursday, July 8, 2021

QUARANTINE LIFE: THURSDAY THOUGHTS












We were taught to watch

To emulate

To admire

To learn

To defer

To study their ways

Their speech

Their heroes

Their stories

Not to envy, but to study

Strategies to make sure we’d make it safely home


Studying them was a part of our curriculum

As essential as Reading and Math

It was necessary in order to get by

To survive

Now, we know them;

Can school them

Rip their arguments to shreds

Dispel their myths

Analyze their tactics

Pinpoint their motives

See through their schemes

Trip them with their own fables

Reflect the God they claimed was theirs

Whose truth they altered to favor themselves

And oppress everyone they met


They never saw our worth

Outside of what we could do for them

Disposable we were

Always being told to "go back" from whence we came

If we dared to complain

About anything deserving of scrutiny

And those places and spaces aren't overseas

They're right here

On this soil, nurtured by us before their parents came


They've always been takers

Arrogant

Entitled

They never watched us

Except to terrorize 

To envy

To slander 

To be amused

To steal and corrupt

They couldn't see past our skin

To find the value within

That could benefit us all

They hated our resilience

Competence

Dignity

They wanted us to be afraid forever

Slaves forever

They feared us in ways we now understand, however

We share their surnames

And live in the branches of their shrouded family trees

Ripe with outlaws they'd rather not see;

Tales of horror they'd rather not believe


For the misery they wrought, and still fight to hide

It's retaliation they dread

That has never materialized

Odd that they don't know why they have nothing to fear

Yet they arm themselves against

The enemies they've created

Instead of living their lives, they've waited and waited

For the pain they visited, to visit them ten-fold

That's why they dread the truth might be told

But the dam has burst

Information flows like creeks to streams

Never once have they contemplated

The cost of their systemic schemes

To their own way of life and well-being


If they'd studied us they'd know why

Their longing for a past, wrought with their crimes

Won't work this time

We are not like them

We are our ancestors

Our weapons, though forged in love

Are infuriating to them


While they were dismissing us as lazy

Inhuman

Shiftless

Less than

We were surviving

Thriving

Achieving

Documenting

We are everything they said we'd never be

In spite of their deeds

We emerged from the ashes

The laws

The ever-moving goal posts

And when they look upon us

The see the worst in themselves

Evil sown by their forefathers

Filling the pages of their histories

Sealed in their souls

Locked up in their veins

Confusing their minds

Poisoning their children

Contaminating their lives

It is not hard to understand why

Guilt and shame drive them to want us gone

We are mirrors now

They can't get away from themselves

Their anger

Lust for war

Lack of empathy

They've been cultivating hatred too long

It's in them

It blinds them

They could be free

But "Forgive us. We were wrong" is not in their vocabulary

Their reasoning is senseless

Their countenances are marred

Their hearts are hard

And change is driving them mad


They'd rather die than hear the truth

Or allow it to be told

They boldly declare their sick states of mind

Every day they wake committed to ignorance

Wasting time and grace

Praising corruption and foolishness

Holding on to unrighteousness

Desperate to save face


What torment it must be to know the right way

But be so bound by evil

So tethered to lies

As to remain on a slippery path

That leads to needing help

From the very souls you despise

And gaining only pity, thoughts and prayers

As your legacy slowly dies





VRWc2021

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